i feel so placid nowadays. like everyday is going at a moderate rate. i spend almost everyday with my favourite people and we talk about anything and everything. we have plans to do something on the weekends that don't involve booze and parties and we keep planning for the next holiday getaway. this is how life should be right? i'm happy and contented right now. there's nothing more i could ask for. :)

And I thought, be still my heart
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear
If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning

what do dreams truly represent? things we fear or things we want to happen or is it the opposite of reality? i'm so confused. still confused. perpetually confused with my own thoughts. it's like having split personalities. one min i want this and the next min i change my mind. how can indecisiveness stoop this low? SIGH.